Moved!

Moved to here!

backed.


I just read some articles.

Love.

Cus im confused, is there really such things as 2 sides love?

And answer is no.

The love I'm talking about relationships.


I read this,

Appreciations is very different from love, which a lot of couples till now doesn't differentiate it.
Until they realize that they are actually cheating on them and foul mouthing behind them.
Appreciations often led to repaying the kindness and not letting them down. Even though a shoulder to lay. It's different but with a vast complication.

Real love. The one who you choose to talk about very personal problems and troubles. You will trust that person with your surrounding. No matter what happens to the person you love, nothing will changed. The one that you will show your true self and being true to yourself. Where honesty occurs. Sad to say, because of temptations, married couples regretted at their late marriages.



Some actually don't know or confused is because they are afraid of hurting one of them. And also afraid of losing one of them.
Oftenly, people who claims themselve for loving 2 people at the same times actually don't know what they want and usually are not true to him or herself. Mainly, confused.
Start of the problems are usually being love by someone and loving someone else.
Some facts is, you can love 2 people at the same times but not to be "in love" with 2 at the same time. It's a matter of how you restrict yourself, and how mature you are. Some can be in love with material which actually contain no faults because material does give you the security and fulfillment but have you forgotten the origins of love? Many people are misled through exposure of temptation and betray themselves.




"If I love two women equally I would choose the one whose values are most similar to mine. The one who sees the world the same way as I do. The one whose dreams and ambitions are compatible with and complementary to mine. With the almost similar thinking. Quarreling is acts an important factor. There is no love without quarrels. Love is an emotion that comes and goes with the passing of time; one needs to have a sound practical foundation to build a relationship that will last a lifetime."




Money is the roots of all evil;
love is the problem of all humane.






After reading so much through the night. I realise that i actually love you. And is what they called true love. True love will not last, It's like an ice, that will melt unless it is handle at the right temperature. Which is very rare to be found.
but nevertheless, i understand that being love by someone and loving someone is different. I hope you can differentiate soon enough. You should know the longer you drag, the damage is deeper.


just one time, be harsh and choose. I dont wish to see you, me or him to be hurt any longer. Baby...

Raining. 3.49 a.m.

Hereby cant sleep.

I... don't want to know so much...

Knowing so much making me lose trust towards humans.

I always wanted the abilities to read minds. But now, not anymore. It makes you lose all the trust.
A very high price to pay.

Yo!

I'm waiting for baby now. 2 freaking hours already!~ Going her house later. Finally can smell that smelly ass. Haha.

Tml last day of working, and i'm in sony vaio... I'm gonna work my ass offfff, next trip-- THAILAND!!!

Haha.

Sold 3 today, got the incentives. Not a bad thing leh. Quite easy money. (:

Im want to be rich.
A better life for you and me. :D

MY EYES ARE BURNING. F the contact lens.


Actually i blogged cus i got nth to do. Oh speaking of that, AGAIN, A fucking malay make a fool of himself. While surfing net, "ah ah surf porn surf porn. www.food.com blah blah blah."
i turn around and look at him, just look at him, jitao give a hum face and turn away.

Just another useless malay...

just no malay can prove me wrong.

KIAO TOR! pui!

From the first day, i saw your smiling face.
baby i know it is fate, together forever...

All i ask is for a chance to prove i love you.

when i ask you why, you said no and hug me cry.
baby i know, how you feel, and decide to clear those past.

baby i know you were hurt, one more chance, just once.
I prove to you that all the past was wrong.

I'll never you let go, nor break your heart and make you cry.
I would rather die than living without you...

Why can't you see?

But if you are happy with him totally, I won't make you feel miserable anymore.
like i said, I will be waiting for you. Till the day my hair turn white and die.
Because I'm the only one that will love you till the end...

Came back from work.

Joined Sony Vaio. Not bad actually, might consider to continue working there.


And i'm back home. I can feel some warmth. Compared to last time. Actually nothing changed in my house, just that there's the change in me... A little warmth will satisfy me. :D


I want to soar in the sky high,
without you, i cannot be i.
You once gave me strength,
and now i left with none.

And now i asked again,
the strength you gave me then.
Not to soar in sky,
but to watch you up in high.



Hope you understand this.
Love is very powerful. That makes human special...